you built me up to knock me down
you cunt
you set me up real good this time
the round about
which we ride goes round & round
its ride or die
but something changed this time
i’d rather die
it was ride or die, i really loved you was sick with it
but i realised you were just being manipulative
the pressure was weighing on me, i never caved in
the pressure just seemed to increase
you never gave in. you took took took
then complained about everything
you judge me, you judge him, you just judge everything
give me another give me a double
i’m enjoying a drink, you got a penny for my thoughts
here, listen to speaks. i’m not drowning my sorrows
i was thrown out at sea and as expected
there’s a load of sharks surrounding me
you made my heart hollow, it took off in the breeze
the only thing i feel bad for is the poor girl after me
i got out. get out of jail card i’m good now
i don’t want to go there with the petty hate mail
i don’t want to see your face, i don’t wanna hear your name about
i’d spray my own eyes with mace before having you back around.
you built me up to knock me down
you cunt
you set me up real good this time
the round about
which we ride goes round & round
its ride or die
but something changed this time
i’d rather die
come on, look at me
i’m a shell of what i used to be
from the time i’ve been with you even my weight’s dropped rapidly
i got sick of going out, you are just too hard to please
i was never gonna win, i can’t be what you need
cos i’m not a push over, we’re always having stand offs
i hate how you look down on everything i’m a fan off
you purposely did stuff to piss me off
don’t dare say you did not then turn it back on me
and try tell me that i don’t do enough like i didn’t put you up
for all the time you were out of work
spending my money is easy when it’s yours it fucking hurts
worst of all i had to tell my self, how could i not learn?
he’s a fucking freak, a double freak kick him to the curb
and i think i love him but really it was just loyalty
but that meant nothing cos he never had no trust in me
and i’d forget till he’d do it again it gutted me
left broken empty thank fuck for my family.
"Advice Column" is a new collaborative project featuring tracks written, recorded, and produced remotely during quarantine. Bandcamp New & Notable May 14, 2020
The proceeds of this extensive compilation of punk and rock go towards the healthcare costs of beloved musician Dan Wild-Beesley. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 21, 2017